finally an update

yeah it's been quite a while since i last blogged... kinda busy and lazy. well anyway.... the past 2 days stayed in camp.. or rather didn't came home. yesterday was doing the NCO, the night before went out with the guys to this prawn fishing pond till quite late... ended up with real lack of sleep and sore throat. right now i've been coughing out a lotta shit... sometimes went breathless even. life's quite ok these days, except that my erm...3IC in my shift has gone real fucked up. Here i am, 3 months till ord and i'm still helping out with whatever with the shift, while he still has about 9 more fucking long months before his bloody turn.... and he's acting like he's gonna leave the place next week. he's always coming out with excuses and reasons for what he's doing... some even total absurd. well he's just asking for it, just wait the chance comes, he's gonna really get it. and also i found out.... the reason why i got 7 extras and lost the chance to be the 1IC of my shift.... him.
sigh i'm outta cash now... tomorrow intending to sell off the 8855. really liked the phone, but i don't really have the choice. can't afford to keep the luxury on me. pretty soon i'm gonna sell of my MD player too.... sigh problematic me.