The urge to BLOG
Just came home, checked out some blogs... now have the urge to do some of my own. It's one of those mindless thinking lah... that spontaneous motivation to talk crap and bullshit.
Was reading Laura's blog, her topic on life... looking at mine, just realized that wah, mine is so sad man. Shall NOT go into details on mine, but am going on to other aspects. Ppl do go into depression somewhere in their lives. It's something which, i believe, you just can't help but to go thru it... especially if ya alone. You can't keep it inside you forever, you let it out... and it comes in many many forms. Sarcasm, frustation, bad temper, unsual behaviour, etc... When one is in such state, do you think he/she can think straight? do you think their minds can just snap out of it and look life on the bright side, just like that, in an instance? If you are those who can, congrats. I'm sure mediacorp would love to hire you.
my point in this is that... you can't live or go thru such times alone. naturally one would seek some company, who hopefully can take their minds away from such misery. Unfortunately, many give up after just giving advice. They'll go like, "if you keep up like this, then there's nothing i can do already"
Does that turn you off? Just by looking at that sentence alone... do you think that's encouraging? does that sentence actually helps at all?
I've been thru all these... seen many of such faces. To me, using that is like a threat. 'you dun do something, i go'. personally, i don't like to ditch ppl like that. Yes, one should always try to look on the bright side, and one should learn to be independant.... but i don't think one is really capable of telling when is someone on the brink of a total breakdown or just trying to gain pity or attention. actions speaks louder than words. If you all could just a little more... it might just be enough to turn things around.
Ok enough blabber, have no idea what i just blurted out cos it all came straight from the inside. On to other things....
Mmm... work is alright so far, cos it's still the weekdays. Most of the time i get really bored to death... just sitting around, doing nothing... watch ppl walk past... ARGH. thank goodness i bought a word finder mag, it really does help to past time, but not always. Today's really quite a killer, my partner is on off and i was alone.... those 7 hours seem really much longer than before man! if she was around, at least can have a chat once in a while... but today, wahhhh almost couldnt take it. to make matters worse, i didn't really get enough sleep the night before, thanks to Sharon who friggin' insisted that i help her d/l some song... just one song, and wait till she get home from work and chat online. Makes me wonder, why am i a fuckin' sucker for girls? dammit....
Now onto another topic from out of the blue, i'm really beginning to dislike the VW Caddy. It's fuckin' falling apart! a few days ago my bro told me that the passenger window got faulty and now it can't be used... and i thought that the wacky speedo and malfunctioned rev meter was the end. You know, actually i had plans to sort of redo that Caddy, was inspired to do something to it after watching some episodes of MTV's Pimp My Ride.... but that faulty window was the last straw. Now $$$ has to be spent JUST to keep that Caddy together and runnin'... fuck lah! Wanna ditch this shit and get a good 2nd hand, one that may be older but STILL TOGETHER IN 1 PIECE. My goal for the time being is to get myself my own car, yep. This one's pretty much confirmed. :)
Ahh ok lah enough already.... Oh I must thank Stefanii for helping me settle the outstanding cable bill first... Stef you're my GODDESS, will do anything for you in the future! hope she can help me pay first asap before they send me a lawyer letter or cut the line, really don't want any of my family members to know about this... as for my hp... and it can't be help. at least when they suspend the line, i can still recieve calls and sms... why the fish porsche haven't call me?! bloody biatch! argh!
Was reading Laura's blog, her topic on life... looking at mine, just realized that wah, mine is so sad man. Shall NOT go into details on mine, but am going on to other aspects. Ppl do go into depression somewhere in their lives. It's something which, i believe, you just can't help but to go thru it... especially if ya alone. You can't keep it inside you forever, you let it out... and it comes in many many forms. Sarcasm, frustation, bad temper, unsual behaviour, etc... When one is in such state, do you think he/she can think straight? do you think their minds can just snap out of it and look life on the bright side, just like that, in an instance? If you are those who can, congrats. I'm sure mediacorp would love to hire you.
my point in this is that... you can't live or go thru such times alone. naturally one would seek some company, who hopefully can take their minds away from such misery. Unfortunately, many give up after just giving advice. They'll go like, "if you keep up like this, then there's nothing i can do already"
Does that turn you off? Just by looking at that sentence alone... do you think that's encouraging? does that sentence actually helps at all?
I've been thru all these... seen many of such faces. To me, using that is like a threat. 'you dun do something, i go'. personally, i don't like to ditch ppl like that. Yes, one should always try to look on the bright side, and one should learn to be independant.... but i don't think one is really capable of telling when is someone on the brink of a total breakdown or just trying to gain pity or attention. actions speaks louder than words. If you all could just a little more... it might just be enough to turn things around.
Ok enough blabber, have no idea what i just blurted out cos it all came straight from the inside. On to other things....
Mmm... work is alright so far, cos it's still the weekdays. Most of the time i get really bored to death... just sitting around, doing nothing... watch ppl walk past... ARGH. thank goodness i bought a word finder mag, it really does help to past time, but not always. Today's really quite a killer, my partner is on off and i was alone.... those 7 hours seem really much longer than before man! if she was around, at least can have a chat once in a while... but today, wahhhh almost couldnt take it. to make matters worse, i didn't really get enough sleep the night before, thanks to Sharon who friggin' insisted that i help her d/l some song... just one song, and wait till she get home from work and chat online. Makes me wonder, why am i a fuckin' sucker for girls? dammit....
Now onto another topic from out of the blue, i'm really beginning to dislike the VW Caddy. It's fuckin' falling apart! a few days ago my bro told me that the passenger window got faulty and now it can't be used... and i thought that the wacky speedo and malfunctioned rev meter was the end. You know, actually i had plans to sort of redo that Caddy, was inspired to do something to it after watching some episodes of MTV's Pimp My Ride.... but that faulty window was the last straw. Now $$$ has to be spent JUST to keep that Caddy together and runnin'... fuck lah! Wanna ditch this shit and get a good 2nd hand, one that may be older but STILL TOGETHER IN 1 PIECE. My goal for the time being is to get myself my own car, yep. This one's pretty much confirmed. :)
Ahh ok lah enough already.... Oh I must thank Stefanii for helping me settle the outstanding cable bill first... Stef you're my GODDESS, will do anything for you in the future! hope she can help me pay first asap before they send me a lawyer letter or cut the line, really don't want any of my family members to know about this... as for my hp... and it can't be help. at least when they suspend the line, i can still recieve calls and sms... why the fish porsche haven't call me?! bloody biatch! argh!
posted by Tommy at 9:31 PM
0 Comments:
Post a Comment
<< Home