Wednesday, February 08, 2006

The Fine Line Between Enough and Too Much

Yep, that's the reason why i'm here for this entry, today. Take a guess... nah i change my mind, wouldn't wanna go into too much details... cos I, more or less realised that i may have a problem when it comes to stopping before it gets... too much.

I'm sure some of you guys out there who know me, that i sometimes have a problem with the way i express myself. No surprise i suppose... but this particular one, or rather which i just and only just had... brought back some bad memories of my past silly deeds which landed me in so much trouble. When you get too comfortable with what's around you, you tend to lose hold of what you are suppose to stick to and then you'll start to go with your feelings, instincts and so on so forth... somehow you'll do stuff naturally and in some cases, unknowingly to youself that in doing so, for a momentarily instance you become oblivious to the other party's feeling or how they see the situation. You thought what you did was all in good nature and heart, but the other thinks it's too much. By the time you realise your mistake, it mayt have been too late.


Well, actually that would have to depend on the other party too. :p

Yeah... somehow i really really need to learn where to draw the line in such things. To some, it's probably a piece of cake or... built-in even. Whereas slow-pokes like me.... gotta need a little more effort in discovering it... ok maybe ALOT more effort. I guess i still have a lot to learn... Life's an ever-lasting learning journey, I just take a bit more time than usual. :p

Next week is Valentine's Day. OOoOoOoh all the flowers, bouquets, cards, teddies, balloons, whatever you can think of... all of them can only be found in between a man and a woman, aka a couple. And where will you find these couples? Restaurants, movie theatres, parks, secluded car parks, downtown streets... blahblahblahblbhab love is in air yadiyadiyahhh... yeah i'm complaining cos i ain't got a date for that night. :D Actually i was thinking of asking someone... but thanks to my lack of ability to... sigh dun wanna mention it... i screwed this one up on myself, i know. but as of now... maybe it's still a little early to tell... on the other hand i had just asked a favour... oops.

Work these days have been... well ok things are slowly slowly improving. What would really improve the environment around is the installation of more stratigically placed fans. like omg today... i was swapping tires for a car... just 1 car, 4 tires and i was sweating like a pig... geez felt soooo freaking uncomfy. had to take refuge in the air-con rest room like every 15mins or so. Bleh.

mmm guess that's it for now. Been out at night for the past few days and you know... a working person's rest is never enough so.. i'm gonna try get as much anyway haha... zzzz...

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