I seriously need help... in losing weight :o(

just took a shower... while changing, i looked at myself in the mirror and i was horrified, at the sight of my tummy. shall not show you any pic to save face :op anyway, actually i did anticipate the weight gain towards my ord, but after looking at myself just now.... i... don't know what to say. yes i do admit nowadays i have this compulsive eating disorder... almost everynight when i come back to camp to stay in, i'd always buy some supper of sort. the best part is, i'd sleep after eating. someone please stop me from eating so much! even my pants are begining to not fit onto me anymore! argh! *sob*
while on the way home, i got a call from the training branch officer in my camp... i was told that i was not supposed to park the tonner behind my barrack. the reason i did so was so that the next morning, i wouldn't have to walk all the way to the car park to get the tonner... hope my boss doesn't know about this. tomorrow i'm doing the NCO thingy, 2 days straight without going home.... in a way it's better for me, don't have to spend any $$ at all...
well that's it for today, nothing much to write these days.... oh oh last night while on duty, i actually wrote a letter to Sherrie, some old fren whom i hardly keep in touch with. she recently left a testimonial on my friendster, saying that i used to write letters to her haha... so i thought hey, why don't i start writing again! but i hardly have any time to write during the day, so i thought of using my duty time to pen to her.... on those little post-it notes. cool eh? speaking about writing letters... reminded me of the days where i used to have a couple of pen-pals. now i lost touch with all of them i think... maybe i shall revive the old times, what do you think eh? hmm....