A War Within Me

It's getting intolerable. It's getting far too annoying. It's just too much.






But, it's been like this for a while. Nothing has improved. Something's definately missing.






It's right in front of me. It's actually within grasp. Somehow, something else is holding me back....






No, this isn't some surprise lame shit.








I'm talking about my life.







I don't want pity. I just want to be like everyone, leading a normal, sociable life. I am jealous of each and everyone of you.


But sometimes, your own mind just gets in your way. This invisible barrier, it's from within. Seriously, i confess. I am darn embaressed that i can't even break away from what i created within myself.


What does it take to be free?