It doesn't take much to screw things up.

Why is it that, of all the things you have done so far, it that one little thing... which you somehow never thought much about it, that can make so much of a difference.
Why is it so unfair... after all the good you have done, all it takes is one little bad action and that's it. Poof.
Why do i always make the same mistake? Why can't i change myself? Hmm why am i blaming myself... why the hell did i do that?!

(Some thoughts later...)

Why was i so stupid to do that...

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Why is it somehow, that I screw up my own life all the time. :(