I had a dream...
Last night while peacefully sleeping, i had a dream just before i woke up. Well, actually, i woke up at about 4plus cos i was cold... seeing that i still can catch some sleep, i went back to it.... and that's when i had a dream with laura in it. as usual i can't recall the begining, but i remember vivid moments of going around searching for someone, then i found that person and told him that something was going on with laura.... ah yes she's already attached to someone but i think she was like seeing someone else behind his back. the following made no sense but this was what i saw in my dream, we found her talking to that someone in my house, inside my fridge. /:oS then her guy found out then went over to her and she started to cry and stuff... then i felt the need to talk to her, as a fren or something. then i suggested that we all go outside to settle it... they were already outside while i was wearing my shoes.... after that i went back into the house to take something, when i was about to leave, some old maid from nowhere told me that the guy and her already left for the hawker centre to eat....
that's when my phone alarm went off.
when i woke up, i had this afraid feeling.... that feeling of afraid of losing her. i really cannot explain this, it just happened like that. then for the next few momoents i felt quite disturbed by the dream... having such a feeling. it wasn't long before i was able to brush that feeling aside... although i know that we have to move on, i think that somewhere deep inside me is still clinging on to her... that dream of mine says it very well. actually heh, yah i admit i still do have her in my mind almost everyday... with my kind of lonesome life, who and what else can you think of? sigh...
today we managed to leave dog platoon early despite having to wash both side of the kennel, the other shift was attending some CO's parade... but in the end we only left the camp at about 11 (which is the normal time) due to some.... let's just say the reservists were giving us some insightful and useful knowledge regarding leading of the shift guys. our current IC has been using a rather softer approach to lead the guys, to me i feel it's a bit ineffective. next in line to take over, most likely to be me... once again, let's see what i can do.
after having that dream this morning... it reminded me of my sad life now.... yeah, wish i could have someone there for me, just like the good old days....
that's when my phone alarm went off.
when i woke up, i had this afraid feeling.... that feeling of afraid of losing her. i really cannot explain this, it just happened like that. then for the next few momoents i felt quite disturbed by the dream... having such a feeling. it wasn't long before i was able to brush that feeling aside... although i know that we have to move on, i think that somewhere deep inside me is still clinging on to her... that dream of mine says it very well. actually heh, yah i admit i still do have her in my mind almost everyday... with my kind of lonesome life, who and what else can you think of? sigh...
today we managed to leave dog platoon early despite having to wash both side of the kennel, the other shift was attending some CO's parade... but in the end we only left the camp at about 11 (which is the normal time) due to some.... let's just say the reservists were giving us some insightful and useful knowledge regarding leading of the shift guys. our current IC has been using a rather softer approach to lead the guys, to me i feel it's a bit ineffective. next in line to take over, most likely to be me... once again, let's see what i can do.
after having that dream this morning... it reminded me of my sad life now.... yeah, wish i could have someone there for me, just like the good old days....
posted by Tommy at 5:32 PM
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