celebrating woes

new year eve's round the corner, seems like everyone around me got plans how to celebrate, where to go, who to hang out with... i'm just not in it. did tried asking around looking like a lost idiot to fit into a party... i think it's just best that i usher in the new year quietly. besides, my mum's struggling to cope with increasing home ultility bills (thanks to the maid, apparently not trained to save), plus i can't save on my own.... maybe a quiet start is just enough this round. the past years of unsuccessful countdowns with laura out there... she deserves a better one with her friends for a change. my best pal dick is having duty on that night, stef most likely to being hanging out with bf and his gang of friends, others with bbqs and $$$ wasting clubs... i was thinking of taking the car out after midnight to well... joyride i suppose. my eldest bro is currently renewing the road tax and insurance.... hope he can get it done by tomorrow. at least if i get caught, the car doesn't go.
last night duty we were doing by-right stuff, after those happening events, it was time to excersise what should be done the right way... just in case. god, i couldn't really sleep last night... was so freaking cold, lucky i wore a shirt inside plus the camonet round my neck. it seems that, whatever unhappy events in the past were all forgiven and forgotten, still managed to have a little fun with the guys here.... hope it stays that way.
2004 has been a turmoiling year... it's good that this year's coming to an end. as for next year.... well i 'll decided what i'd wish for tomorrow.

who wants to hang out with me on new year's eve? i'm driving :p