a little update

if only there is such a device that can record your thought instantaneously, wherever and whenever... and all those updated automatically into blogs....

nowadays i hardly have much free time to blog, most of the time other than work, i surf and update myself a little on the net or watch tv. by the time i'm done, i'm already all tired up ready to sleep. Work's great, getting to learn new stuff everyday. It's a really great way to keep myself occupied, a day's a pretty straightforward. Wake up, go to work, come home, dinner/tv/net, sleep. No longer is my mind wandering about everything around me, cos i've my passion right in front of me. :)

But of course sometimes.... thoughts do come back. I still missing having fun with a certain someone, even thought i pretty much lost a lot of my old character. At least i'm glad that she's doing what she likes and maybe she's enjoying some new company, i can never know (cos she never reveals any). Meeting up now is something that can happen through chance, most likely when least expected.

Now that i'm into this line of work, i really begin to wonder how am i gonna meet someone new? I know i can never get enough of my hands-on work on cars, but whenever i see couples outside having fun... it just all comes back. Makes me really wanna re-live that happy and carefree teenage love life.

For now, i'll just live to not knowing what's ahead of me. I can hope and pray all i want, nothing's gonna happen till the day when something really happens.