And so it is 2008 now...
Oh yes... 2007 has been quite a year. I've learnt so much from work, skipped so many lessons at class, came across interesting people whom come and have gone... and as usual, I went missing from the blogging scene for a period of time. I was gonna enter this blog entry on the very first day of the new year... or rather that was what I had intended. After finally browsing some other blogs, it somehow gave me that push to actually log in and do this. Who knows, I might just go missing again... that's anyone's guess, including myself.
In the final days before the turn of the new year, some emotions ran high in me. I was beginning to show signs of "undesirable male behaviour" and frankly, I couldn't help it. All these complications... is really fucking the mind. Perhaps the problem with me is that I'm always sticking to my comfort zone and i stubbornly won't move out of it. The same applies to my personal life. As much as I hate admitting it, that is probably the other side of me... whom only a real few get to see or has seen. And those few, of all the people I know... ah nevermind. I think I just gotta push myself to move on. One depression state is more than enough for a lifetime. Especially for such matter... yeah its not worth it. Better do something about it before I start hurting feelings and losing people again.
For this new year, apart from going through the homestretch of my traineeship course.. I have absolutely no idea what's ahead of me. For now the next big thing to look for forward is getting a car of my own... which I'm setting my sights on this at the end of the year. Hope some luck is on my side.
In the final days before the turn of the new year, some emotions ran high in me. I was beginning to show signs of "undesirable male behaviour" and frankly, I couldn't help it. All these complications... is really fucking the mind. Perhaps the problem with me is that I'm always sticking to my comfort zone and i stubbornly won't move out of it. The same applies to my personal life. As much as I hate admitting it, that is probably the other side of me... whom only a real few get to see or has seen. And those few, of all the people I know... ah nevermind. I think I just gotta push myself to move on. One depression state is more than enough for a lifetime. Especially for such matter... yeah its not worth it. Better do something about it before I start hurting feelings and losing people again.
For this new year, apart from going through the homestretch of my traineeship course.. I have absolutely no idea what's ahead of me. For now the next big thing to look for forward is getting a car of my own... which I'm setting my sights on this at the end of the year. Hope some luck is on my side.
posted by Tommy at 10:59 PM
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