Hai-yai-yai-yai.... sigh

Urgh these days have been soooo boring! i mean... i'm feeling restless at heart. in my mind i'm desperately trying to find a job, yet a voice from somewhere else wants to slack and relax and blargh... Oh forgot to mention in the last post, the i was suppose to go for the Kylie concert this june but... now that it's cancelled, that adds more to my misery. Was so looking forward to that. :(

today didn't do much, slept at around 3am last night. was up on the computer doing god-knows-what cos i forgot what i did last night. i had actually intended to stay at home for the entire day for sake of not touching my wallet.... but i just couldn't hold myself in, i had to get out of the house. It's like an urge, ya know? unexplainable... so i headed to bugis. then to marina square. then to suntec. throughout the journey, i had like a lotta things in my mind, things to rant, things to let out, whatever whatever yadiyadiya. yet when i'm here right now at home, by some magical means i have nothing to say. Anyway... i didn't realize while i was outside that i was having like faint dark eye circles, didn't know until i went to the toilet once. it wasn't that obvious, but it gave me that 'urgh' feeling... much having been my awkward sleeping hours. and while reaching home, i was having this throbing headache. STILL.... i'm feeling restless inside, like something's not done. What can it be?? at the same time don't wanna blow my mind up thinking of what it could be...
think i'll sleep early for a change tonight.