Once you get it started, it's hard to stop
A couple days ago, i did something somewhat silly. I was reading her blog and well, she hasn't been updating it for sometime... so checked out some of her friends' blog. i happened to came across her childhood friend's blog and what i read there just got me... started. In his blog, he wrote about his best friend finally being in love again. as i read on i was wondering... could it be her?
Thoughts started to pour in.
Then i don't know what came over me, i emailed him, curious to find out who is that girl he was referring to.
What the fuck was i doing.
Actually that's nothing the only weird thing that happened ever since.
That night i had actually dreamt about her. Usually i hardly ever have dreams that were influenced by previous events... i think this one is erm... hmm. The next day at work, thoughts about what i had read kept popping up 60% of the time. So far since the day i started work my thoughts haven't stray from anyway out of my workplace. Argh it's like a nightmare coming back.
So far in life, i've learnt not to trust peoples' words. they can always tell you one thing, but really they're either doing something else or they're just trying to get you to stop bugging them. Actually i also practising this... it does has its uses though. Yes, everyone is entitled to have their own privacy, honesty may hurt... but at least it can put a stop to something. I'm not pointing out at someone... just that... hmm...
Ah enough of this, it's making me run out of thing to write.
WORK. oh yes... i'm still loving it. currently i'm helping out to remove parts off a 993 model to access the camshaft cover of the engine. Removing is easy, putting it all back is another thing. Looking forward to another week at work!
Yesterday took the car to a workshop near my workplace recommended by my collegue. They tried to repair the broken window mechnism part but cant, but they could order a new set for about $220.... far lower than from the VW workshop which quoted around $400 for just a window. unfortunately my brother couldn't afford to pay fro repairs as yet, next month most probably. I did get the door fixed, that set me back for about $45. dammit, i thought this month i could actually for the first time get to save some money.... looks like i'm gonna go dry a bit sooner than i thought.
mm thats it for today. Work work work, please keep me occupied all day long....
Thoughts started to pour in.
Then i don't know what came over me, i emailed him, curious to find out who is that girl he was referring to.
What the fuck was i doing.
Actually that's nothing the only weird thing that happened ever since.
That night i had actually dreamt about her. Usually i hardly ever have dreams that were influenced by previous events... i think this one is erm... hmm. The next day at work, thoughts about what i had read kept popping up 60% of the time. So far since the day i started work my thoughts haven't stray from anyway out of my workplace. Argh it's like a nightmare coming back.
So far in life, i've learnt not to trust peoples' words. they can always tell you one thing, but really they're either doing something else or they're just trying to get you to stop bugging them. Actually i also practising this... it does has its uses though. Yes, everyone is entitled to have their own privacy, honesty may hurt... but at least it can put a stop to something. I'm not pointing out at someone... just that... hmm...
Ah enough of this, it's making me run out of thing to write.
WORK. oh yes... i'm still loving it. currently i'm helping out to remove parts off a 993 model to access the camshaft cover of the engine. Removing is easy, putting it all back is another thing. Looking forward to another week at work!
Yesterday took the car to a workshop near my workplace recommended by my collegue. They tried to repair the broken window mechnism part but cant, but they could order a new set for about $220.... far lower than from the VW workshop which quoted around $400 for just a window. unfortunately my brother couldn't afford to pay fro repairs as yet, next month most probably. I did get the door fixed, that set me back for about $45. dammit, i thought this month i could actually for the first time get to save some money.... looks like i'm gonna go dry a bit sooner than i thought.
mm thats it for today. Work work work, please keep me occupied all day long....
posted by Tommy at 10:47 PM
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