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hmm... apparently the last blog entry was... 'just not good'. after reading it myself, i ought to slap myself in the face... but then again, i felt a little better letting it out, those 'bad' thoughts cleared away from my head. unfortunately sometimes it doesn't work out that way in the end, won't wanna elaborate... hey if ya reading this, i really didn't mean to put you to such a bad light, really. i still love you in someway or another, still love you... err nevermind TODAY! this morning was kinda *shakes head*... from now on i can't drive the ppl up when i'm suppose to coz i'm suppose to RUN, crappy. but that's not it, the highlight was the group obedience, my FIRST one. god dammit my bloody dog Antis, supposedly a tame and OBEDIENT dog, tried to run all over the place and i had a hard time trying to control him.... and my master saw the way i tried to control him and he wasn't happy about it and started like fucking me here, there... every whereee... actually i don't really like to beat dogs, i feel it's like, cruel. anyway he was like fucking me and i was like inside me saying 'yah yah yes yes, fuck me some more, yadiyadiyah....' actually if i was taking Noby instead, wouldn't have such a problem. Noby, that cute dumb dog hehehe... oh that group obedience thingy was like the most tiring thing ever, had to march, turn here turn there, then even got RUNNING... man and i'm handling that rocket flying Antis! he was like wah lao, a lose ballistic rocket running all over the place, and i even stepped on his foot like dunno how many times cos he's always crossing my path... surprised that he doesn't bark when i step on him. *yawn*... oh god gotta get some sleep now, didn't sleep much last night, partly due to , nvm actually yesterday slept quite a lot in the afternooon, end up i woke up every hour at night... no wait gotta repair my watch... argh