Tuesday, June 01, 2004

saved by a phone call

today, did 2 IWCDs (Island Wide Confidence Driving), my arms went under the sun a bit too long and was nearly struck on the head by a falling screwdriver. yep i'll come to take later...
the drive today, had just found out that we need to complete 200km of IWCD, 50km in the man truck, 50 in the 3 tonner and 50 in the rover... the remaining 50 in any of those vehicles. as i had did my irst IWCD in the man truck, today was the rover and 3 tonner... did the return drive back to camp in the rover in the morning and boy, the freakin' rover's gearbox suck! can't engage that bloody 3rd gear and stuff... afternoon did the same return route in the 3 tonner and it was better, just that few times did doze off a little while on the road :op hey most of the journey was on the expressway and we're like travelling at 55km/h MAX, geez! had my radio on but didn't really work haha... anyway came back in one piece, so why bother? man, next thursday is my final ICWD and also my last day of the course, on friday which HAPPENS to be my birthday, i have to report back to my unit... *dejected look* i really don't wanna go back there to scub the walls of the kennel, run after the dog during training and waking up early, spending so much time just travelling to there and back... :o( and those lonely nights out there in the darkness... and this time dun really have a special someone to keep me company on the phone... (Noby, my dog, is not counted, ok!) will still keep that guardian angel that she gave to me and carry it with me while i'm on duty... that little guardian angel pin is kinda really... don't really know how to explain it? but just felt that it's something really special to me, feels like got someone watching over me and protecting me. :o) and it's from her... sigh kk nvm. *deep inhale* the falling screwdriver! ah yes while walking to tha ntuc supermarket in clementi, i was walking past this coffeeshop and in the middle of this walkway, there was this guy up on the ladder, his head up in the celing or whatever working on something... i was gonna walk past it when i felt my phone ring, so i slowed down a little to feel for my phone WHEN... a big screwdriver fell right in front of me! dammit, if i had continued to walk at the same pace, that bloody screwdriver would have gone right into my head!!!! i when i saw that screwdriver, i was like saying,"FUCK!!!!" i looked up and that bastard wasn't even looking down or even aware that he dropped that bloody piece of shit... man i swore to you that i could've just pulled that ladder down at that moment and take him down... then i saw that it was Laura who called me. i picked it up and told her what had happened... and she went like,"see? i knew what was gonna happen, so that's why i called you!" hahaha... i was like,"oh my god, you actually really saved me.. i really owe you my life...." and she went," nononono!..." hahahaha....
well, tomorrow's a public holiday, a day off... but i have no plans... had this that went thru my mind, if i were still with her, would've brought her to the the bird park the butterfly garden in there... if there's one i remembered. oh my, i'm still having so many fantasy thoughts about her... NOT physical, just relationship level... she's been talking to me these days, felt like old times... maybe she thinks that we're cool about it... i ask myself that and frankly, yah i'm getting better, but only bcos she's talking to me... so actually, not quite sure that i'm getting over this but by the looks of it... maybe it is getting better. been trying to look on the brighter side... and believe me, it's not easy!!! tomorrow, sigh maybe decide later or something... doubt i'll be staying at home cos... just don't wanna. mmm can't think of much to continue at the moment, will stop here for now. oh and lookie! my Certificate for my driving course!!! *Grin*


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