my ippt... FAIL! :o(

whoa... haven't upadted this in a while, well the reason's simple, i'm already back in that doggie place. 8 to 5pm for the past few days till this sat... all work, very little time to play! tonight i had intended to go back to camp and stay over the night, but i felt like nah, rather sleep in the comfort of my own home and relax. this morning had my first IPPT, it's been a while since i last trained for such thing and believe me, the timing for this is so appropriate... 4 days after i came back from a course that made me sleep, eat and drive for the past 6 weeks and i'm suppose to go for this ippt. great huh? the results were expected, i failed my standing broad jump and 2.4km run. wat's next? every 8-5pm days i have to run up to the doggie place and in the evening, run back to the barracks. 8-1pm days just run up in the morning. until my next ippt test. :( and i'm a driver! that means almost every morning i have to drive up to the doggie place, do my run, get changed and drive back to the barracks to fetch the ppl up, argh! i'm so unlucky... anyway today was miserable, morning failed ippt, was so tired and sore after that cos i didn't train for it dor SO LONG, in the afternoon was painting the kennel gates and getting my hands all silver. to end it all, there was no driver to drive us down back to the barracks, so had to WALK. fucked up day... and now my right arm, the bicep area, the muscles are i dunno sore or something, pain man. but nevermind, tomorrow morning i'm having my orientation drive around the base, can skip the bloody kennel washing and dog grooming, yes! afternoon... sigh. mm... 1 more day to pay day, yay... *yawn*... god i'm still so tired.....