staring blankly into my ceiling, which had like got... 6 glow-in-the-dark stars?

sigh... just woke up, so expect a bit of grumpiness...just felt like it's dull day today. nothing much happened, last night while on duty, my dog kept pulling me whenever a car passes by, very 'mafan' trying to pull him back, with me wearing that bulky sbo and rifle... i just had slept from about 1 plus pm till now which is about 5pm... the school term has started and everyone's kinda busy in one way or another. i'm still not really clicking with my shift ppl, even though it' a bunch of mainly english speaking ppl... somehow rather be with the shift i was before i went for driver course, but that life's gone. just dunno why i can't click, either they see me as too much as a slacker which i am trying not to, or it's just like that. either way i'm just feeling that i'm living every day there as just another dog's life there, just going thru the motion and counting down the days till i get outta there. like i mentioned earlier, i am feeling a little grumpy... just trying to let out all these shit inside me. sigh hope this so-called dark period goes away soon...