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mmm... can't stop complaining about the weather, hot hot HOT! yesterday the monday, certainly not feeling the blues but not feeling that great too. my supposed parking test was AGAIN delayed, till wednesday.hmm felt yesterday was nothing eventful, except while i was heading home, laura smsed me asking where i am. she had wanted to meet me at holland village, so i jumped at the chance to see her. she was with her friends in the afternoon there, including adeline, the pregnant one. wow when i saw her i just couldn't like believe at first, cos she's of small built and now she's expecting... kept looking at her tummy for a while when i first met her. at that time they were shopping for baby clothes, so i was there to tag along. mmm felt nice seeing laura again... anyway, when her friends left, laura and i went to have laksa for dinner... then went to haagen dazs for some desert, mmm the chocolate moose(?) cake was good! hmm after that, she called her parents to pick her up and while i was sending her to the road, my hand kinda accidently held her hand... i swear i didn't know, it was like a natural habit... couldn't bear to see her leave but had to, she's still single and me.... being hopeful of things. today at driving.... boring. in the afternoon i thought of having my mum cooking some home cooked food for laura, cos well she hardly has any traditional home cooked stuff for meals... so kinda like give her a small treat. she had wanted to come to my house but i offered to send it to her home instead, the next few days she'll be busy enjoying herself (and being single hmm), so at least let her parents feel their daughter at home. another reason that i didn't really want her to come was that my room was really messy, and i've got planned drawn up on what to do for her in the coming days pinned up all over my walls... won't exactly a surprise for her if she sees it right? when she mentioned that she could come to my house instead, i too wanted her to come, really! but couldn't, grrr... so anyway i rushed home, my mum cooked noodles for her, i took a shower and brought the food to her house. her parents were home, so i could only see her for just a real short while, but when i saw her... :o) heh, even thought i only saw her for like just 3 mins, it was good enough. the next 3 days or so won't be able to see or hear from her much, so will kinda miss her... but at least i know that she'll be having a good time... so long as i get to see her again. hmm... i felt like as if we are really together, just that no lovely dovey stuff... me really working on it to make it bloom. gee i hope i know what i'm doing and i hope that time and things will be at my side... laura if you can read this, i really love you a lot...