keep me company for even just a few hours, someone?

just came back home not long ago, just did the islandwide driving. today drive is like all 12 of us driving, the extra one from i dunno where. so it's split into 2 groups, 1 group consist of the 5 tonner which will lead the way, 2nd behind following is the rover and following up last is the 3 tonner. everyone had to complete 50km, so basically one drive up to there, the other drives back. we were suppose to drive the same route as the day b4 during our first taste of the 5 tonner, but there at changi naval base today having open house, so no no there. instead we drove along the east coast to this big car park place at fort road, which is near benjamin sheares bridge. i was lucky enough the drive the 5 tonner for the very last time it think, and drove the first half of the route. unfortunately bcos i'm the first one to lead the way and guide the others where to go, can't do much of any stunt or whatsoever... plus there was i trainer beside me. sigh... so the whole 1 hour plus journey, just sitting there, holding the wheel, listening to my radio and yah. though sounds boring but hey, i still love driving no matter what. :op the return trip i exchanged with another guy and took the passenger seat in the rover... 50km/h in that seemed so much slower. reached back camp b4 noon and went home after that... sigh weekend lone blues growing in me. dick however did msged me saying that he'll only be able to join me in watch shrek 2 after dinner... but then again i'm still not sure whether i still wanna watch it or not... now just had lunch and wondering what to do... everyone else not free and stuff... and it's not as if i didn't try! man, it's so tough to try and live life like this when ppl around you just don't seem to give a damn about me. well, if this is what fate wants me to go through, then all i can do is give him the big motherfuckin' finger and live with it. sooo unfair... *sulks*