A struggle

urgh... finally i get to have some rest! the past 2 days were sooo long, didn't sleep much at all in the night. yesterday before duty i dii slept in the afternoon, don't know why while on the way to camp i developed some headache and vomitting feeling. i got to camp, immediately changed, popped a panadol and took a quick rest on the bed. i was feeling so tired, wasn't sure i could do duty at all. in the end i did, didn't sleep much at all... partly due to me playing on my fren's n-gage :p. i did manage to sleep for half hour, but stood awake cos i don't wanna fall asleep too deep and get caught and bye bye me... the after duty work i was struggling to keep my eyes open, they felt so heavy and i was dying to lie onto a bed! before we could get the hell out of the camp a thorough barrack cleaning was needed to be done, so had to stay for a while more sigh sigh sigh... slept in the bus on the way home... got home, knocked out immediately and slept for 6 hours straight. oh and guess what, i'm still feeling tired and sleepy. 2 fridays from now, i have to take my ippt again... and this time i HAVE to pass... no wait, not just pass... get silver! i'm in need of a miracle to pull that one off... guess tonight's gonna be the last time that i go eat whenever i feel like it... was thinking of starting to increase the chances of that miracle to happen by doing some serious regime... then again i know myself that i can never, never keep do that... oh what the hell, i could lose this freakin' tummy of mine anyway,