It's another day right here...
"Good morning, Merry Christmas, how do you do?" yeah, if only someone would greet me with that. Last night i had a conversation with stef online, about her troubled life with her bf. he's all totally weird, but she still wants him and finds it hard to let him go. she knows that it's gonna end with a break over time, she's just waiting for it to happen and let nature takes it's place. we spent the entire night talking about it, even to a point of time where i got sick of typing and asked to talk on the phone instead. that was the first time in freaking months that i had a long phone talk with someone, felt like old times.
When talking about her and her bf, it had to remind me how how it was like between me and laura. in my eyes she wasn't totally perfect, but she's just right for the kind of guy like me. Beauty comes in the presence of flawness, where it outshines the latter. (what the hell am i talking about) anyway, i just can't help to think the reason why i'm still emotionally attached to her until now... she's the kind of person who could simply light up my day with her presence. her cheerly and sometimes wacky character makes it even more worthwhile and thru all these, she also has the kindest soul around. yeah she does have what many women possess, the insatiable urge to shop around... hey sometimes that can turn into fun for both parties. it's a real pity that such a wonder person has to go... and now she's even giving me the cold treatment, trying all means to avoid me i believe. attempts to ask her out were rejected numerous times... i do believe that the reasons she rejected me were not made up just to throw me off, but at least try to set just a little time for an ex-close friend, for old time sake? Sigh...
just an hour i took the car out for another spin, this time around the university campus. i felt that i was meant to drive throughout my life, nothing bad or good ever comes to my head while i'm in control of the wheel on the road. i could go on driving aimlessly for hours, but the gas tank was already running low, plus i'm driving ill*gally, had to play safe.
today seems all set to be just another lonely day... where no one really cares what i'm doing and no one ever reads what i've typing here.
*uncontrollable tears roll out from my eyes*
When talking about her and her bf, it had to remind me how how it was like between me and laura. in my eyes she wasn't totally perfect, but she's just right for the kind of guy like me. Beauty comes in the presence of flawness, where it outshines the latter. (what the hell am i talking about) anyway, i just can't help to think the reason why i'm still emotionally attached to her until now... she's the kind of person who could simply light up my day with her presence. her cheerly and sometimes wacky character makes it even more worthwhile and thru all these, she also has the kindest soul around. yeah she does have what many women possess, the insatiable urge to shop around... hey sometimes that can turn into fun for both parties. it's a real pity that such a wonder person has to go... and now she's even giving me the cold treatment, trying all means to avoid me i believe. attempts to ask her out were rejected numerous times... i do believe that the reasons she rejected me were not made up just to throw me off, but at least try to set just a little time for an ex-close friend, for old time sake? Sigh...
just an hour i took the car out for another spin, this time around the university campus. i felt that i was meant to drive throughout my life, nothing bad or good ever comes to my head while i'm in control of the wheel on the road. i could go on driving aimlessly for hours, but the gas tank was already running low, plus i'm driving ill*gally, had to play safe.
today seems all set to be just another lonely day... where no one really cares what i'm doing and no one ever reads what i've typing here.
*uncontrollable tears roll out from my eyes*
posted by Tommy at 1:11 PM
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