Thank you for being in my life, a small tribute to you, Laura Chong

the past few days were crazy, i really nearly went insane over this.... but finally last night was the night to end it all. Laura told me straight that she was losing her feelings for me day by day, had wanted to break all contacts with me, and just wants to move on with her life. for me, for the past almost 4 years of knowing her, i've never regretted my life with her. she came into my life, helped changed me the be a better man and gave me the best 4 years of my life so far. i have absolute no doubt about that... but sadly, all good things have to come to an end someday... and i'm really sad that we couldn't be friends anymore. she was so much of a friend to me, more than anyone else... but now she just wants to move on and leave me here. she had done so much for me during this relationship, and i want to dedicate this erm... blog entry to her. Laura, you are indeed the best friend anyone could have, you've always been there for everyone and helping others before yours. I may not be the one for you throughout your life time, but i sincerely hope you'll find the special someone that will take real good care of you throughout. You came, you changed me and you left... and you'll always be forever in my heart, my first love and one of my bestest friend in my life. I have no grudge against you for leaving me just like that, just that i didn't take it well the first time... but now i feel that after knowing it all... it all came to sense and yeah, i have to move on too. She's also a really strong person too emotionally i think... so far she's the only person i know in the world who can give advice to other people and apply it to herself too. that i think it's her special unique quality of her. I'm really gonna miss you... hope someday we can be friends again. I'm glad that you're most happy with your friends now, for me... it's the start of the long journey to getting it over and moving on. you said that you believe in me in whatever i do and you believed that i can do this.... well i'm gonna do just that... for the last time, just for you.