a totally different kind of monday

hmm.... wanted to write about yesterday and today... but i wanna watch the bond movie and then go to sleep.... today supposed to have my driving test but it was cancelled and i felt like what the fuck and ya... today seemed... not that good but i'm still in one piece. me gonna be determined to pass the test the first time round tomorrow then get that few days off then update my blog... till now don't really know why i'm doing this!! but anyway i need to try and distract myself for the coming weeks or months or years... and let this new train journey take me where it wants to take me. yah... new train, new journey... but same old i-dunno-where-i'm-going thing. hmm few days off.. what the hell am i gonna do?? sigh.... okok upadate tomorrow... sudden thought: till now no one has ever read my blogs. should i show it off? still feel the need to let someone read... or a least know that someone read something from here... ah sleepy eyes... still lacking sleep as usual... hmm she's still pretty much in my mind BUT... have this promise to show her that i can do it.... but losing a fren forever, sigh.... okok watch 007!!! another sudden thought: today's the 24th, what could've been our 42nd monthsary... sigh! *deep breathe* watch that damn show and SLEEP!!!! grr...