all those extras out there! keep rollin', rollin', rollin'....

my my... looks like this hasn't been my day. i've been awarded 3 more extra duties, and for what? "not setting my priorities". last night i was doing outbase duty, only came back the the hell place at about 6:50am. didn't know i had to go deploy a dog down to the entrance by 7am... in the end reached there at 7:15 and my IC was there waiting. there he was like fucking about why so late and all that shit... i got a bit nervous and blurted out that i was doing my dog's treatment (which i didn't of course) apparently that made things worse and viola, 3 extras, my shift IC got 3 too... for not ensuring. shit system right??! men fuck up, shift ICs are to suffer too. so altogether i've got 4 extras, yep that 1 was for leaving the keys in the vehicle. i think i can feel the heat coming on real fast... got a hunch that i'm gonna get a dog bite soon. shit man, this ain't funny. once that other guy returns from the driver course, man... i better pray for myself. But there's another thing, i was told that i'm actually good... that's a first. that fat black officer actually said that i was good... then went on mentioning that i'm beginning to slack and all that shit... guess next month is gonna be one hell of a month... after i left came, went to Ikea to find that prezzie for someone... damn didn't know it cost THAT much... might have to borrow some $ from someone... sigh the rest of the this i'm doing 8-5, not much free time to spend at home... fuck fuck fuck fuck.... laura's birthday's coming... still thinking should i do that dumb little surprise for her... i'm not suppose to bug her at all but... she was someone close to me and still a fren of mine and.... urgh. if i try to do something, i always fuck it up. if i dont do something, i'll end up regretting alot and she'd probably feel upset too cos i'm not doing anything and she'll feel confused as i am and yadiyadiyahdiyah.... ARRGHHH!!!! ok at least i got all that out of my head for a while. time for dinner....