random thoughts

once again, caught laura at the wrong time.... she was going for dinner when i said hi. maybe it's not her fault... well it's not her fault at all, fate? when will that day when something or someone good come my way... in this state confusion of my own life i'm in, what have i got to look forward to? once again, i'm sounding depressed, but this is my place where i pour my feelings out, where no one can ever hear... cos no one ever comes here! i have never came across anyone telling me that that have visited my blog... well err actually some did, but never a repeat... proably cos whatver i wrote in here is so much of a turn off of life, my life. even displaying the add to this doesn't make any difference! guess it's time to change the intro to this horrid place, yes horrid to you but my only "listening ear" to me. another thought, it's been a really long time since anyone approached to talk to me online.... urgh nevermind that.

mmm, just recieved a self-made christmas/new year card from stef. at least it's good to know that she consider me as one of her more trusted friends in her life. i'm pretty glad myself to still be able to keep in touch with her.

*goes to lie on the bed...*