And so it is 2008 now...

Oh yes... 2007 has been quite a year. I've learnt so much from work, skipped so many lessons at class, came across interesting people whom come and have gone... and as usual, I went missing from the blogging scene for a period of time. I was gonna enter this blog entry on the very first day of the new year... or rather that was what I had intended. After finally browsing some other blogs, it somehow gave me that push to actually log in and do this. Who knows, I might just go missing again... that's anyone's guess, including myself.

In the final days before the turn of the new year, some emotions ran high in me. I was beginning to show signs of "undesirable male behaviour" and frankly, I couldn't help it. All these complications... is really fucking the mind. Perhaps the problem with me is that I'm always sticking to my comfort zone and i stubbornly won't move out of it. The same applies to my personal life. As much as I hate admitting it, that is probably the other side of me... whom only a real few get to see or has seen. And those few, of all the people I know... ah nevermind. I think I just gotta push myself to move on. One depression state is more than enough for a lifetime. Especially for such matter... yeah its not worth it. Better do something about it before I start hurting feelings and losing people again.

For this new year, apart from going through the homestretch of my traineeship course.. I have absolutely no idea what's ahead of me. For now the next big thing to look for forward is getting a car of my own... which I'm setting my sights on this at the end of the year. Hope some luck is on my side.