My darn computer

I have not idea what's wrong with it these days, now some of my files in my computer are corrupt and i can't open some programs or vids because of that. The only solution? another clean format and reinstall the damn shit again. URGH! at least this time i can safely back up any stuff to another drive... i'm gonna spend the entire day tomorrow setting up my computer again.

Ah yes my interview today, well it was rather short and straightforward. Actually it was more like a short overall briefing of the apprentices thingy, cos basically it was just me and another guy who turned up for the interview. I had a not-so-good impression about the company at first, even when i reached the place. i hadda run around the showroom, admin office and finally somewhere in the service workshop to find that someone i was suppose to look for. i was early at first, but time wasted on searching that darn place made me arrive late by 5 mins. Anyway, i think we pretty much got the job, now just have to wait for more guys to join us, according to that service manager who interviewed us, go thru a 2 weeks (or rather 1 week for me, cos i've yet to ord) 'familiarisation' of the workplace before the start of the course which is tentatively set on... 20th June. Whoa! that pretty freakin' fast and yeah, a 3 year contract signing is needed to be done before that date. This is actually a pretty serious decision, backing out from this halfway thru is gonna cost me quite a bit... but i'm pretty much made up my mind on this. I've been eyeing on this course for so long, man i'm depending on this to survive the future! But i'm glad that from the way things look now... as in almost immediately after ord i've got a job thingy... my mind's at peace for now.

Alright i'm pretty sleeepy now, i have a strong feeling that i missed out something that i wanted to say... but i really can't like.... think much... lojik evan i canl;t tyep prorely noqw..zZzzjjznzjzzzzz...

A random shot of my VW Caddy at night. 

mmm, tomorrow's my interview at that Komoco Motors Co.... you know last night i was surfing around on the web looking for some info on that company and was like browsing around in the hyundai website... came across this forum for the hyundai car owners to dicuss or chat or bring up any issues and stuff. Guess what i found, most of the posts were regarding poor service. Omg.... and i'm like suppose to work in that company for the next 3 years if i'm taken in. Tough luck eh.
Since i'm going for a rather formal interview, i have to wear some formal stuff to show up. Problem is, i haven't been wearing anything formal for god knows how long... and plus i've gained quite a bit on the waist region, spells trouble for me. :( But... do i have a choice? If i want this, i have to do this.
Also just realized, i've got lots of misc photos in my computer, most of them taken from my phone. I'm thinking of actually posting all those pics, not here, but on my multiply web site. Ah ha, bet you didn't know that i've got a multiply a/c eh? actually for a split sec, i myself thought no. Anyway, when i'm reeeally free i'll post some crap there... my that multiply a/c needs some updating anyway.
mmm yep, that's it for today. Zzz....

I was having fried oysters for dinner (Mmm) and i was going to the kitchen to pour the chili into a bowl when.. it slipped from my hand and exploded on impact. What's fried oysters when there's no chili? And so my dinner was like sigh..... :o\ 

First step

Yesterday i managed to take a half day off from work to go to ITE to apply for the Traineeship program. Was a little surprised that there were only a few companies participating in the program under the course which i was interested, was is Automotive Tech for light vehicles. Out of the 10 companies listed, 2 were major ones, namely Komoco Auto which is Hyundai and the other MotorImage which is Subaru. Those 2 offered the highest pay, but vacancies were like soo fugging limited... by the time i tried to register online, only Hyundai were available. Damn! I was eyeing for the Subaru one... ah well. Next step, call up for an interview tomorrow and... hopefully i get accepted. :)

Last night i was pretty busy setting up my computer... again. Can't seem to figure out why my comuter just could not install the Service packs updates for windows. And i just realised, my computer is getting o-s-o--l-e-t-e.... wonder how long its gonna last. Man, i really wanna work to get some $$, but with the traineeship thingy, urgh time is just not with me.

Boring entry today, yeah i know.... life is boring for now. Boo....

Someone buy this for my birthday. Look, you can customize the bodykit and even lower the suspension! too awsome! Ooh they also have the RX-7, RX-8, the Lexus LS430... ad yesh, there's the GT-R! but $70 omg... :( 

Hai-yai-yai-yai.... sigh

Urgh these days have been soooo boring! i mean... i'm feeling restless at heart. in my mind i'm desperately trying to find a job, yet a voice from somewhere else wants to slack and relax and blargh... Oh forgot to mention in the last post, the i was suppose to go for the Kylie concert this june but... now that it's cancelled, that adds more to my misery. Was so looking forward to that. :(

today didn't do much, slept at around 3am last night. was up on the computer doing god-knows-what cos i forgot what i did last night. i had actually intended to stay at home for the entire day for sake of not touching my wallet.... but i just couldn't hold myself in, i had to get out of the house. It's like an urge, ya know? unexplainable... so i headed to bugis. then to marina square. then to suntec. throughout the journey, i had like a lotta things in my mind, things to rant, things to let out, whatever whatever yadiyadiya. yet when i'm here right now at home, by some magical means i have nothing to say. Anyway... i didn't realize while i was outside that i was having like faint dark eye circles, didn't know until i went to the toilet once. it wasn't that obvious, but it gave me that 'urgh' feeling... much having been my awkward sleeping hours. and while reaching home, i was having this throbing headache. STILL.... i'm feeling restless inside, like something's not done. What can it be?? at the same time don't wanna blow my mind up thinking of what it could be...
think i'll sleep early for a change tonight.

A little quiz crazy today...

Omg... MY PENIS IS NOT SMALL, OKAY! Other than that, hey he sounds cool! Got mah name!

Which Star Wars character am I?

HAHAHA... :oP

I am an ORD personnel :oD

Where did u go again? haha... nah i don't wanna blog these days, well actually ya didn't feel like blogging this past week. I mean, usually this blog is for me to put up my frustrations, any upsetting issues, me blah whatever that's not-too-happy... well since i haven't been posting any, that means my life is currently... alright! for now lah. anyway yesh, right now i've started to clear my leave, only going back to camp maybe once or twice each week... well i only have like 3 weeks left HAHAHAHA. actually i could've started clearing leave sooner, if i had been given any off. i wasn't given any cos my fat black boss said that i should be thankful that he didn't charge me for failing my IPPT (oops). Oh, then all those outbase driving, overtime and shit i that put up with all gone to waste. Well, doesn't matter to me much now, i can convert my licence anyway! still need to get some paperwork done though... sigh.

Ah yes, my last duty... unfortunately i couldn't take eith Noby or Antis out that night. One of the reservist wanted Nobs while other was taken by the newbie... so who did i take? Dusty (no pics as yet, computer sort of got fucked again... more on that later). Actually i pretty like Dusty too, except that he's sometimes too playful with his own pee... anyway that night, omg he was exactly like Nobs. He doesn't bark at anything that passes by, walks so slow and when i sat down, he immediately does the same and falls asleep. And he's supposed to be under the "dangerous dog" category. With that bugger who doesn't wanna respond when he's sleep, how can i try to even stay awake all alone? So i joined him... zzz

The next morning, as i was the ahem, 'Loop IC' for the night, spent most of the time writing reports and blah shit. In the end, everything went pretty smooth, even got to fall out at almost record early time! haha... and well, that was it. No more wearing of that bulky SBO, no more struggling to stay awake while on duty... it's also goodbye to my beloved rifle no. DS49, that brought me $200 and a marksmanship badge. The only thing i miss about doing duty is spending time with the dogs, Noby and Antis. Mmm.

The following day was pretty much umm... nothing. On the evening before i start to clear leave, there was a surprise check done by the Military Police. I was like OMG my mp3 player! but i wasn't caught :op however, the others living upstairs our barrack wasn't so lucky, big stash of vcds, games, burnt software, 2 camera phones and whoa, uncensored pirated vcd. the last was major, those guys said that they would have to open up an investigation on who owned that vcd. After the the MPs left, the Officer Commanding of our sqn was well, simply upset, so he recalled everyone back to camp. Including our dog platoon guys, every single one of them. panic sia. he wanted to do another check on our cupboard, clean sweep any illegal items. of course almost everyone of us has at least 1 item that we were not supposed to bring in, like my T610 :p, burnt audio cds, porn comics lol.... oh and one of my dear fren had this big book of cds... all 300+ of them, in his cupboard. Oh yeah... full of tv dramas or whatever i can't remember. but he was let off. hey don't ask me why. After they were done with the search, we were then finally let go. by that time it was already freaking 8pm. while my guys were changing into uniforms dor duty, i was changing to cilivian clothes for home, ironic.


whoa, just after finishing that paragraph, my internet connection just went poof for a while. made me panic and all shit... 5hours later i'm back here, thank goodness i copied and saved my entry in time. Anyway yes, my computar. it's about 3 to 4 years old already, if you include the time it was first assembled by its first owner. Ever since i did that faithful mistake of... doing that particular thing to the computer, it has been cocking up quite a bit these days. just this morning i did it again, but ah, i did this on purpose. i had to find out what really went wrong... in the end the same happened. this time i knew what to do... as in to recover my stuff inside and i also concluded that it may not be my fault after all. could be the software flaw i presume... right now i couldn't care less. as long as i do anything drastic to this struggling machine, it should last me for at least a couple more months until i get a new and a much needed faster one.

Sigh... the past 2 days have been like... urgh utterly boring. job not found yet, too much free time... and i've been falling asleep quite often these days too. take today for example, i woke up at 6am, had some breakfast, went online and fell asleep at around 10am... woke up at 3pm to take lunch... after a while decided to head out... while on the bus i fell asleep again.... man, am i trying to recover all the loss of sleep over the past year? just now while i was trying to get back my connection i nearly fell asleep while waiting for the system to boot up.... which usually takes a minute.... 1 minute. and i almost had my head down against the keyboard right in front of me. what woke me up was the sudden recovery of my internet connection... and erm someone came online too :p

ok this is pretty much a long post and my eyes are dying to close shut... but i still wanna do something online... just dont know what yet... zzzz....

Last Duty

Long absence, i know.... just didn't felt like blogging these days. right now i feel the need to update.. i mean i wanna blog actually, it's just my lazy self that's stopping. This is something that i really wanna get rid of... cos a phase of my life is ending and a new one is begining. Heh, sounds serious huh? well, i am.

Tonight is my last working duty, and erm... i didn't sleep haha. Tonight also is my first being as Loop IC, a position that can only be held by appointment holders... Well, since it's my last duty, and i'm in charge for tonight... :D why bother sleep at duty area? hell i'm just gonna stay up all night, just me and my buddy Noby.

Just now was at the Zouk flea market... nothing much there... but i did saw a cool red converse shoe. Mimicks the one racers wear... for 20 bucks! but argh... there was only 1 pair and i couldn't fit in it... SIGH. was with laura at the flea market with her fren... oh she's leaving for Holland tonight, week long vacation. Hey have a good time alright? something tells me that you're gonna be real bored at certain times over there... ah you have your www.bored.com... oh if you're reading this... try www.i-am-bored.com . equally fun. Hope you'll come back safely too. :)

Well alrighty, i'm running a little late now, after today i'll be clearing my leaves as well... so more time for here too... but i needa find a job as well... $$$ is one problem that i ALWAYS have. :(

Few more weeks before i'm free... yep, i'm coming home....

Where did i go?

good question huh? well actually no where.... i'm just here to update a little. Was suppose to sit down today and write quite a bit but... i was pretty tired out from last night's duty. slept from 2 to 7pm today man! Well anyway, within the last 24hrs i learnt something important... heh how i wish i could share it here but i've gotta go for work tonight! meantime... chill out and erm... hope i can update here soon. :)

Just a little....

...update on the happenings over the past few days. just recently i've been getting sick, with a bit of flu and cough. The weird thing is, i'm not the only one. 3 other guys too came down with almost similar illness. Hmm, we didn't share anything over the weekend, let alone even meet at all... wonder how come all 4 of us can come get sick at the same time. Bigfoot's one seemed to be the most serious, followed by Kong, then probably Marv then me, or the other way round. Sigh.
Next was my mood swing over the past few days. A lot of things have been runnning through my head lately, much were regarding on my personal self. I've been feeling confused and down, and most of the time feeling lonely at night. To be honest, this is something that happens to me once every month. Shit man, does male PMS really exist?! Plus my skin condition has been acting up theses days too.... getting quite bad at times. Could be the fucked up weather, too fugging hot and humid. But back to the issue on myself.... now whenever i'm feeling down, i really don't know who to turn to. I'm just afraid that if i go to someone, then that someone might complain that i'm being to dependant... basically i don't wanna hurt anyone, but i don't wish to hurt myself too, but then again i'm the type who'd put someone first before me... argh confusing huh. i find that too myself.
Ahh... think i'll stop here for now. currently being very very broke, gotta wait for a week thru the weekend before pay day.... probably my last one. also it's about time i find some way to earn some $$$... you know me, can never really manage my $$ well. Maybe i need a personal $ manager or something. *screams into a pillow.... AAAHHHHHHHh.....*

You Are 50% Normal (Somewhat Normal)

While some of your behavior is quite normal... Other things you do are downright strange You've got a little of your freak going on But you mostly keep your weirdness to yourself

How Normal Are You?

Tired... i'm just tired

My long weekend's coming to an end, to say honestly, it was just alright. Had a surprise somewhere in there... don't wanna go into that.... but right now i just feel... blank. Actually, quite a bit has happened this week. how i wish i could jut let it out but.... sigh. Yesterday morning i had very little sleep, there were a lot of things goig thru my mind. anyway, took the car or a wash, then in the afternoon just hung around bugis for a while... then just came home, yeah....
this morning i was woken up by my brother's sms, informing me that we having lunch at Crystal Jade Kitchen in PS. MmMmm.... lunch was indeed good and sinful... ate so much, just couldn't stop. after that they wanted to shop around carrefour, but i left early to be alone for a while outside. had something planned for the rest of the day till evening, unfortunately no one couldn't make it... and for no reason i just felt that i wanna be alone. *shrugs* heh... this entry doesn't seem to make any sense....

I feel like i wanna run away.... from everyone.